Lackofmotivation.

I'm starting to become addicted to freerice.com.
I donated 20k grains of rice today, whoo! (:
Dude, lately, I feel like I'm drifting farther and farther away from people.
I remember back when I used to be constantly chatting on AIM.
& nowadays, I hardly ever get any IMs & it's so hard to keep up an actual convo. =/
What's gotten into meeeeeeeeeeee?! D:
I feel like I'm becoming a bad friend.
Sigh.
I really wish I would know what to do with my life.
If I have a focus, life would be so much simpler, right?
I need something to really motivate me.
I think that's what I'm lacking: motivation.
And a dream.
I really don't know what I want & it really is starting to bug me. =|