Monday, January 19, 2009

Myonlyone.

us: can i ask you something?
ro: Sure.
us: where do we stand right now?
us: if you know what i mean?
ro: I know what you mean
ro: and honestly, I have no idea.
ro: Y'know how we were gonna ... uhh ... go out on Friday?
ro: I'm guessing we both remembered
us: forget it
us: i couldnt think of anyway to do it
ro: Oh ...
ro: You could've just asked me about it.
us: yeah i couldve
us: i couldnt though
us: just because
us: does that make any sense?
ro: yeah .
ro: I really don't know how you feel, but I know exactly how I feel.
us: i wass just nervous about the whole thing i guess
ro: oh ...
ro: It's alright.
ro: You just keep confusing me, haha.
ro: I don't know how you feel
ro: & well, it's confusing me ... a lot .
us: do you really want to know?
ro: Yes, I really do.
us: okay
us: just give me a second to gether my thoughts
ro: okay.
us: ...
us: you know what i will say dont you?
ro: I don't know what you will say, honestly.
ro: If I did, why would I ask?
us: yeah i like you too
us: i think its just that both of us are new at this
ro: Yeah
ro: So what should we do about it? lol.
us: i dont know actually
ro: Should we just leave things the way they are?
ro: I really don't know.
us: yeah maybe we should just leave things where they are
ro: Mmkay then.
ro: Okay, this is gonna sound reaaaaaaaaaaaally weird, but, do you think anything will ever happen?
us: i dont know
us: im kinda hoping it will
ro: Same.
us: and at the same time i kinda fear it
ro: lol, same.
ro: It makes me wonder if we should give it a shot or leave things the way they are.
ro: because I know I really can't stand losing you as a person.
us: me neither
ro: & well, I know you already know, but I really do like you. Quite a lot, actually. A lot more than I'm willing to admit. But yeah. I don't know what I'd do if you weren't there. >.> ;
us: wow
us: i just realized how emotionally stupid i am
ro: What do you mean by that?
ro: If you thought i didn't like you back, then yeah, you're pretty emotionally stupid. haha
us: i would never be able to say anything like that
us: it just means a lot to me
us: thanks
ro: You're welcome.
ro: So umm. what are we gonna do? lol.
us: i still have no idea
ro: Haha
ro: Me either, actually.
us: we are too new at this
ro: Yeah
ro: Should we just give it some time?
us: yeah sure
ro: Mmkay.
us: and hopefully nothing awkward will happen
ro: yeah haha.
ro: I'm kinda hoping that one day, when we're ready, something will happen.
us: you know what?
ro: What?
us: why not do anything?
ro: What do you mean, haha?
us: we get to live one short life
us: why not make the most of it?
ro: True.
ro: So, let's give it a shot? (:
us: yeah
ro: I'm still confused by what this means. lol
us: me too
us: i dont care
ro: I'm kinda really confused, still. LOL.
us: me too
ro: So what does this make us?
us: together i suppose?
ro: lol
ro: well, technically it's not official until you ask (:
us: what exactly am i asking?
ro: I don't know, actually.
ro: Have we just mutually decided that we're together now ? haha
us: hahhahahahahahahahha
us: i dont know

What else is there to say? <3 
I'm still confused, but I know that I'll never lose him & that's all that matters. (: 
Because, after all, He is my only one. (:

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