Science Bowl.

Well, it's official. I'm no longer a part of first team science bowl. I'm second team captain now. Ha. That's what I get for taking things for granted. I knew I wasn't good enough to begin with. Why does it hurt now? Haha, I was so confident. I guess this is what happens when Angela is confident. lol, Fail. But seriously. Why does it hurt? It's as if this is a sign, a sign to stop believing in myself. I suddenly feel so useless. What hurts is, I was put in first team and then moved down. Man. Major blast to the ego. Whatever. I need a hug. Really badly right now. I can't believe I'm crying over something like this. Wow. I've learned something. Hard work and dedication don't always pay off in the end. You need skill as well. Skill, knowledge, hard work, dedication, persistance, AND patience. THAT's how you reach success. And I'm not there yet. Whatever. I give up. I'll never be good enough for science bowl.