Him.

So, I wrote a letter to him today. My creativity level was especially high. (: 

Here's a preview. Don't really wanna post the whole thing up here. D:

Every time I play spider solitaire, I remember that day after finals where we sat in Mr. D’s room playing. You were on the computer next to me, playing your own game. Halfway through, you felt like giving up. I looked at you and smiled and said: “Don’t give up! I have faith in you!” Five minutes later, you turn to me and say: “Angela, look!” I look at the screen to see one move remaining. You make the last move and attempt to give me a hug, although we’re sitting on different chairs, and you say: “Your faith in me really worked.” And honestly, that memory is plastered in my mind.

Every time I play spider solitaire, I remember that moment. Why? Frankly, I really don’t know myself. It just made me feel so special. It made me feel like I was important to you, that my faith in you actually meant something. It made me feel so … loved, I guess. Thanks. As I think about all the gifts people gave me, and all the things they’ve said, that stands out. It was just a really simple statement, but it makes me feel so good inside. I’ll never forget that moment. At that very moment, I felt so happy. I can’t figure out why, either. It just made me feel like you really appreciated me. Every time I play spider solitaire, I remember that thought and smile. And now, each time I play spider solitaire, I imagine the parts being switched. I imagine you having faith in me, and although I still give up on every game, I feel like I’ll win a game sometime soon, and it’ll all be because of your faith in me. 

Yeah. That's how he makes me feel. I hope I don't fall head over heels for him and realize that he doesn't feel the same.