I wanna be the very best, like no one ever was.
I really, truly do.
I feel this incredible need to be the best at something, anything.
And for a little while, I thought I could possibly be the best at math.
Boy, was I wrong.
Brian's a freakin' genius & he makes me feel like such a retard.
& what happened in PE on Friday is still constantly bothering me. >.>;
& to make matters worse, I almost threw up in PE today.
& that "Wow, ... you're slow." comment kinda really hurt, though I don't really wanna admit it.
For some reason, I sense that nothing's gonna happen between us.
I really like you & I think you might like me back,
But I just don't think anything's gonna happen, though I really hope something will.
I'm scared that we're gonna end up not having anything to talk about.
& crud. Just crud. 1.5 miles on Wednesday?
My life is over. D:
& I suddenly feel like throwing up again.
Fudge.
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